I'll be sending good thoughts your way until Monday. Probably seems like an eternity to you. I'm so sorry about this news and I am glad you contacted your doc and let her know there was something that really needed to be discussed. Do you carry a notebook with you?

I had to start doing that because I did the very same thing. Blacked out what I was meaning to say and then saying DANG when I remembered and didn't have the chance to tell. I started carrying around notebooks in my tote and would make little notes to myself regarding what I needed to tell my doc but knew I would forget.

I sure hope you can tap into your coping techniques and know that you can pm if you like or need someone to talk to.

Take Care of yourself,
Kimberly.