Dreamrunner,
Yeah I think you're right about returning to the ER. I'm not going back seeing as most of this stuff has slowed down some. It's not as intense. And, I'm not liking the way this Ativan stuff is making me feel either.

I still feel a little speedy but with the Ativan, I feel speedy but like my arms and legs are made of concrete, yet light, if that makes any sense. I also feel kind of stoned. I DO NOT like this.

And, I canceled my appointment for tomorrow morning with my client. Now I'll have to go into the office in the morning and tell them why my paperwork's not donem and see if I can turn it in late or the next day, depending on how i feel next. GRrr

I also decided to keep the appointment I scheduled with my doc last week. He's going to have to give me samples in a lower dosage or something. And if that doesn't work, I guess he'll have to find something else for me. I'm definitely NOT taking anything else til i see my doc Tuesday. This is not fun at all. And, I'm supposed to be sleeping right now.

This somewhat subdued speediness and kind of stoned sensation are not a good combination at all. Arghhh ..Sucks that all i can do is wait it out