well, im 17 years old and live with my mother and stepfather right now. my mother knows somewhat that i am a lesbian but chooses to throw 'god' into it and deny the fact that i am. it seems like i always have to cover up if were walking down the street and theres a guy and my mom asks if hes cute, and i agree. i dont feel like fighting with her or getting kicked outta the house. my stepfather?? hes a little homophobic but i think has no idea. im afriad with my problems in the past (read introduction), he'll just kick me out because he cant take any more stress or problems with me. how do i break it officially to them or i dont??
my REAL father can be an idiot sometimes. we were in town once and it was right after the day i went to the gay parade in nyc and there was a bunch of gay/les's in the street holding up flags and making out. he turned around to me and just said..."oh my god, its the hivs!" (HIV) i got really upset knowing that he doesnt know and would make fun of them like that. but then his neighboors both which are a lesbian couple, is the nicest person to the world to them. doesnt phase him or think anything of it, ya know?? i just dont know how he would react. heh. i mean....i dont want my whole family against me. =[ but, now that i know for sure im starting to 'hook up' and date other girls. and i really want to be in a relationship right now with somebody, but it would just be hard getting around, ya know??
how do i tell my parents?? what do i say?!?!?!

help please!!!!!! =]