I find a few jobs online about 6 hours ago when I was at home. I need to apply at the library 'cause my flash drive won't work on my home computer. OK, where's the flippin' job ad? I wasted a few hours taking the bus downtown in the adjoining city only to see that it is not listed!

I AM SO ANGRY I COULD SCREAM OR WORSE, HIT THIS COMPUTER!!

I'm not a moron, only acting like one at the present moment! If you all don't hear from me, I've been carted away 'cause I just cannot deal with one more thing right now. Thanks for listening, so beyond upset.

No job, no apartment, no car...living at mom's. When will things get better? Surprise, they will never get better.