Thanks for the replies everyone. Maybe I should specify what I do at work. I'm a medical assistant but was hired in to be the dr's "walker". I go to see every patient with him and do everything from making his coffee to writing his scripts and lots of paper work for ordered procedures. Even though he can he somewhat of an *** snob at times, I love getting to learn from him and connecting with each patient. He's a cardio surgeon and what he does amazes me. He always makes sure I'm learning new stuff which is great! When I'm back in the rooms doing my thing, I'm happy. But when I have to walk behind the office area to make copies or ask a question I stiffen up from anxiety because that's where all the other women sit. Maybe they think my job isn't important even though I'm running around like a mad women breaking a sweat all day and they all sit in big cozy chairs at a desk. It sucks. But being busy at work makes the time go by!