Believe me I try! They'd probably spit on my donuts lol. I'm over polite. I say thank you to everything and excuse me in the halls. When someone is leaving at night they say bye to everyone but me. I am "the new girl" and I guess the girl that last did my job left from anxiety! I see why they can't keep anyone around for long! My first few days on the job I had a panic attack and cried in the bathroom. They let me go home early. I'm sure they see me as weak and "messed up" now.