Tomorrow I have my group, overcoming adversity. I think the main reason I still go is because it is led by my therapist. Just being near her is largely comforting. I wish I could talk to her every time I feel overwhelmingly suicidal. Her voice on the other end of the phone would be healing. I cannot call anyone in my family, it's too awkward. I can only tell them things in hindsight. Anyone else feel that towards your therapist?