Still rubbish. This is what people hate - the persistent negativity which they see as immature, self-indulgent, melodramatic if you are honest about the depths of things, and impossible to break, fix, or challenge. After a while they get bored. It is boring. It bores me. That's how it is though. These last few months have been particularly bad but it's never not there in some shape or form. Fey.

Saw my nieces in the last few days. Youngest one besotted with me, middle one normal, eldest a bit distant (or I am to her maybe). The dog is starting to majorly annoy me. He goes a bit nuts when everyone goes away. He's never been alone for any length of time so he's been my shadow for the last week - literally. I'm not sure how I'll get him out of my room after this and he'll probably expect half of everything I eat from now on too!