Hi. I'm new here!

I just recently posted in the Introduction section.

But I have a different problem. Good thing I browsed the index first before turning off my pc.

So, here's the thing. Every night I am dreaming the same dream, for 1 1/2 years. I wanted to go to a psychiatrist but I can't find the courage to go. So, I'm posting here.

My dream is this. I am in a clean, white room with a person I have never seen before. Every night its a different person. He/she just stares at me and then he/she starts to come for me, in a violent way. Then I fight back, until I eventually kill the person. I look at the person I just killed and then the ceiling starts to drip blood all over the room, until the clean white room is bloody red.

What is this? I know it's not normal but what is happening?