Thanks a lot for all your kindly comments
Yes is hard to rebuild your self from things like this, and I complete agree this person isn't even better in work than me, but has protection and with this power ...
My housban really has been a hard time with me like passing over this, as he told me sometimes he is my punching bag, and that's unfair. Ringo (my dog ) is like he is knowing that something is wrong with me because he behaves like trying to give some comfort .... I have learned how to meditate, that's helping me to don't ruminating in negative toghts

I will take some help for some advisor who I think can help me to re build my self because all this make me a very negative person

All this took a lot of energies from me ... I fell tired and still problems to sleep. I already started a job search ... But if my severance come first I guess I will take sometime to get some rest ...

Definitely always helps listen that I'm not alone as I don't have many friends ...

Thanks God that are still nice people in the world

Blessings