Rainbow, (((hugs))) hang in there. Someone from here is in IP and will be there for a bit. I call them and they are doing better since they went in. They are sedated on new meds and they are doing fine. Myself I am waiting for a new dr. to help me with meds. I hope this helps you knowing you are not alone nor do you have to go it alone. We are all here for you at PC Forum. tc