I really hope you find a way to take your meds. It's sooo important that you do. The only time I ever blacked out was from my trileptal. I guess it can dehydrate you pretty badly. I felt it coming on with the loss of sound, black vision, weakness. I was already in bed for the night so I just went with it and went to bed. Probably not smart.

Trileptal 600mg BID
Buspar 45mg
Seroquel 150-300mg for sleep
Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvanse 70mg
Risperdal 4-6mg PRN

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