View Single Post
 
Old Feb 01, 2016, 03:11 AM
LonesomeTonight's Avatar
LonesomeTonight LonesomeTonight is offline
Always in This Twilight
 
Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 22,044
Dear MC,
I'm so so sorry for calling you at 2:45 a.m. I'm hoping your question of "Is this an emergency?" was to figure out if I needed to call 911 rather than "Why the hell are you calling if this isn't an emergency?" But you said in the past that you wouldn't be mad if I called in the middle of the night, so I hope it's the first one. And that's just your standard opening question. I just felt so sh***y and just needed to hear your voice. Part of me wishes we could have talked longer than a couple minutes, but I'm also hoping that you'll be able to fall back to sleep quickly. What you said did help some, and I feel calmer now.
Possible trigger:
I wish I was seeing you tomorrow, our usual day, instead of Wednesday. And that you weren't going to be away next week. But it's probably better that I have a couple days and can see T first. I just need to make it through... But yeah, I'm sorry for waking you. I know you hate being woken up at night. I hope you fall back to sleep quickly and have sweet dreams.
Hugs from:
AllHeart, Bipolar Warrior, bolair811, Chummy, Cinnamon_Stick, Out There