Volunteering doesn't seem like much of an option - there's something that doesn't make sense about a welfare recipient volunteering their time.

More and more I realize another problem: I'm useless with computers, despite my age (21). I type 30 wpm (or less), and that's with 100-200 errors. Every attempt to fix it fails. I've raged twice just typing this message from the constant, CONSTANT mistakes. I was just practicing and it won't even let me advance beyond lessons I've already don ten thousand because I'm so slow and can never remember where the keys are.

I recall on another forum I frequent someone posted a typing test and asked people to post their results. Virtually everyone except me clocked in at 70, 80, over 100 wpm (one person claimed they average over 200 if the test wasn't just random words) with no errors. I don't know how it's even physically possible to do that.

So I'm completely useless in any modern setting. I should really stop trying and just give up.