I know the feeling oh so well. Finding a med that works that doesn't have intolerable side effects is a *****. I'm told it's possible; I'm still waiting for that magic depression solution. At least I have the mania/psychosis side tackled. I'm sorry you're not receiving the care you need. Is it possible for you to get into therapy? I'm not sure how it works in Australia. I don't know if you can find a new pdoc either. But maybe it's worth a shot. Meds aren't totally evil even though it seems that way.

I hope you feel better soon. And have the motivation to feel better soon!