This is a specific situation. I am waiting to be admitted to the hospital to go off of one medication and onto another. I've been really in bad shape for a really long time. There's a mess with hospital staffing and the admit is taking forever (I was supposed to be in there a month ago).

Usually this isn't an issue with my therapist at this point; he's been part of my life for 10 years and I'm pretty relaxed with him but right now I'm really not well at all and need to hold it together to get through until I'm admitted.

My psychiatrist diagnosed me with a severe mixed episode the last time I saw her. I don't know how much more clear it can be. Although thanks to the intended admission I've also not seen her in a long time. I'm working on that again tomorrow.

It's just a mess.