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I think I will be needing to make some changes to the letter to my Mom.

There were some things that my mother told me that happened immediately following my placement into Straight. I contacted the only other person that would have know if what my mother was saying was true. I have found out that my mother has lied about a few other things.

I just do not even know where to go from here. I am still digging up the "dirt". Problem is, the more and more I read, the angrier I get.

Mama, I certainly plan on giving my mother a letter pointing out inconsistantcies in her story. I just can't believe that after all this time she feels it necessary to lie to me. I am 34, she is 57, WTF? I am sick and tired of her saying "I did what I thought was best at the time".

Bull %#@&#!!!!!! It is all Bull %#@&#!. She lied to me for years saying that she worked so hard to pay for this program. Come to find out, that was a lie. She kept me there because she wanted to wash her hands of me. Pure and simple. Her b/f at the time was doing coke and weed. I confronted her about that then and she told me I didn;t know what I was talking about. I am not an idiot. I saw the drugs in his drawer. That is a another story.

It's just lies upon lies and it is a mess....

I will keep you guys posted. This is not over by a long shot.