My bp2 and BPD has caused drama in every relationship I've been in. Mostly because I was self medicating with alcohol and didn't take my MI seriously at all. In my current relationship, it started out with him following me in my ways and being my drinking buddy. We were always wild and drunk until reality hit. Ended up in IP and continued drinking while he got a job and then I realized how ill I was when I'd wake up at 7am shaking with withdrawal. I went to a hospital and did a rapid detox and haven't drank since. However, i still abuse prescription drugs which I'm trying hard to quit.

So he USED to be understanding. Or so I thought. Until about a couple months ago when we got in a huge fight and he said my MI was a big farce and all in my head! Now I look at HIM differently! When we argue I dream of leaving at times.

Is it that you feel your wife doesn't understand you? Because I get what that feels like! She says she looks at you differently now. Maybe you guys should try counseling together? Talk to her and educate her on your illness. Have her turn to google if needed. I wish you the best of luck. It's not easy!

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