I find myself wanting to tell my t everything but I never have the courage to do it. I recently realized it's because I have been silenced my whole life -- first by my csa abuser, and then by my parents (wasn't allowed to talk about anything really). So since early childhood I've been forced to be secretive. Not in a sneaky sense, just unable to talk about anything to do with me. Now that I have someone who actually gives a s**t about me and wants to listen to me (my t), I want to tell her things that go on during the week. Just haven't figured a way how to do that.