Unfortunately, I have no friends or family that I can help manage my finances. There are agencies that would help but I feel a particular pride in restoring my credit from nothing to excellent within less than three years.

I thought of putting them in my safety deposit box but, unfortunately again, I have an eidetic memory for numbers and can recall every one of my credit card numbers since my first in 1975.

So not having access to cards won't help. The only check that I write is my monthly rent check.

I don't even know if this is a symptom of a mental disorder or what. I may just feel like I'm entitled to spend money lately.

Bugger.