I haven't been taking my meds properly due to not being able to pay for them right so I tend to skip days to make them last longer. I chose my education (text books) over my health and I'm suffering.

I've been more agitated and I can't shake off the thoughts that my food is being poisoned so I haven't been eating much and I need to not sleep but I keep failing at that and I can't tell people because it's my fault in the first place for not taking my meds and I didn't know how to ask for help.

It's hard to concentrate in class because of my agitation and paranoia and I have to wait until the weekend to get my meds.