Life sucks!!!! I had a fight with my T and right now I don't care if I don't ever go bck to him. He doesn't get it, how much it hurts. He says he is frustrated with me, not mad at me just frustrated that I continue to hurt myself......I don't know.............confused..........he wants me to open doors and feel pain I don't want to, I am pushing the shut and he is trying to shove them open..............