You know the trust fall...which supposedly builds trust...reality...fall back and depend on someone catching you....Known catcher is "protecting" back. Unknown catchers...stalk and attack behind back...space invaders...

Started walking backwards....lines and swerves and funny steps and fingers swaying and flowing ........physical outer door and sides spaces....opening outside learning to trust inner voice.....and sensory perceptions.....

I knew positioning and surroundings...I was not aware...most are unaware of self positioning...back near wall then "felt" cornered and boxed in then fought way out. By walking stepping back.....started spotting someone background unaware self corning.....and more.