I contacted my pdoc today and told her how bad last night was and that I'm hanging on but it is very hard and just did she know anything, I know she can't make someone else do anything but had she heard anything? She wrote back that she hadn't heard anything new but re-sent the last email to the hospital dr. So maybe that will do something. Or not. At this point I have few expectations. But she did seem to understand that this is getting harder and I need to get in soon.

We'll see what happens next.