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Originally Posted by CassyO
I feel like a go pro attached to a kite, attached by the thinnest of threads to the body walking along so far below. I can see what I do, who I interact with, where I am- but I'm barely connected. I'm not participating, just able to watch with as little influence over him as he has over me. I'm just here to be buffeted by the wind with no control, no direction other than where the wind takes me. I'm so lost right now.
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Shelly:
I'm so sorry that you feel that way.
I see that you can type, feel free to keep typing. Do you have any grounding techniques? Can you push forward and take over?
I seldom get that far out, but I only do under really major stress.... Like the end of the world stress.
I can also step back as an observer as an other operates the body. It's like being a puppet. I can still feel, but the body moves on its own and does its own thing. It's actually quite entertaining to watch, but that's just the way I am.
You are you regardless of how many occupants there are in head. Are you able to communicate with him? Leave him notes?
I'm me, and I've a job to do, although I do more than just my job. The others do what they do, I do what I do. It's just the way it is.
I hope that you all get to feeling better hon.
