My anxiety has been building over the past few days and got high enough for me to take medication this morning which has helped calm me down but made me very drowsy.

There has been a lot going on with my health and then our puppy got very ill on top of that. He is finally home now but has a long way to go to full recovery. It's been tough to see our little guy so ill and go through a surgery.

I'm also overwhelmed by all we have to do between now and May. We have to organize and then pack our house, get my hubby through major surgery, deal with my chronic health, and finally move to another state by June 1st. It seems a bit over bearing when I look at it as a big picture or one big goal. I need to pace myself and break things down into smaller chunks. *Takes slow deep breath* I hope that I can get it all done so that the move goes as smoothly as it can. We have a lot to do once we are in the new state. we need to find a new place, apply for state health care, find and build a medical team for my health and find hubby a doctor. Once settled in hubby needs to find a job. Sighs. Yes much needs to be done in the next few months.