Hey Shelly - thank you lots for replying

Ive been at work all day, and to be honest, Im not really sure why I posted this. I mean - I know its what I was thinking, and I remember thinking it was really important i wrote that down somewhere. But I don't know why, and i don't think like that now

I don't know how to do that. I don't think any of me knows how to do that! Im not like everyone else on these boards. I'm pretty confident Im DID or DIDish - but I don't know who is in there. I recently gave up weed and its all gone a bit nutty since. I guess I used it to dampen everything, and now it aint dampened things have gone a bit haywire.

Thats kind of where Im at - only any emotions are totally muted so it doesn't actually feel that bad!

I don't even know if I have a him! I mean, I do - but this was different. This wasn't the him Im used to. If he is there he is new to me - But maybe it was more of a day dream? An analogy? Im really not sure what any of that first post was about

THANK YOU