Avalon, you certainly have coped with a lot and I really respect you for facing your drinking and taking steps to get better.

There might be a support group in your area or country for adult children of alcoholics, there is one in the UK. It could be helpful to get yourself some kind of support while you deal with your Mom's drinking and keep sober yourself.

I really admire you for what you have done. Like guilt ire says, keep up the good work.