I've been dealing with the fallout from my last manic episode last May (finally diagnosed with BP in June). Yesterday was a big day in trying to make a decision on what consequences everything will have. I thought I was ready but obviously I'm not. I had nightmares when I did sleep last night. I've been a screaming/crying mess today. I've put my husband and son through so much and they are still sticking by me and love me. I feel like I don't deserve any of it. Instead of dealing with the consequences for the next year to two years, I just want to end it. I know that is selfish as well.

I was doing good on the 60mg of Latuda, but my legs have started bothering me. It's very uncomfortable and then you add it onto the other stress, it just magnifies everything! I feel like I'm about to have a mental breakdown. I have a call into my therapist to see if she can fit me in early this week. Also, I call into my pdoc for meds to help with the RLS.

What meds have helped you with RLS due to a drug treatment? I just needs words of encouragement right now.