(((((((((( dps ))))))))))))

I'm sorry I didn't see this sooner and respond.

I hope that soon you will find you made it through this rough patch and you are better for having made it through. I can't begin to imagine the memories and how they are affecting you today, as an adult as compared to then as a child. I have the utmost respect for the struggles you endure and I know, you WILL make it through. I'll be with you every step of the way my friend.