((((((((Violet))))))))))
Can you talk to one of your friends? Can you ask them for help? They probably don't know what's wrong or how to approach you. They could be scared and think you don't want to be bothered or that you're mad and they don't want to create a conflict.
Give them a chance to see you, give them the chance to care because they really want to but you're not letting them.
They really do want to be there for you-let them. Open up the door and invite them in.