Sorry for bumping this up, but I feel terrible today.
It is like my energy and motivation is gone completely. I can't even manage small tasks such as making my bed

I tend to avoid exercise because I don't feel like it and I feel guilty right now because I've just made up an excuse to avoid one. I've always had sleeping problems but for the past year I've only had nightmares. I can't even remember what a good dream feels like anymore. When I'm alone I don't really think about wether I'm sad or not. I think nothing right now. My concentration only gets worse. I can't even concentrate on playing games anymore. The only thing I want to is surfing the web and listening to music. It's the only thing I feel like doing. I've given up writing stories because of that. I feel like there's no reason to live because I'm not good at anything besides writing.