It is quite the opposite for me. Remembering things you have shared about him over the years, your sense of freedom makes a lot of sense to me. Feeling sad for him while also feeling a bit of relief at being a bit unburdened seems quite logical. I can also understand how you could feel guilty about that reaction, although I do not think you need feel guilt about it.

I also do the reporting thing in therapy. Not so much about daily details, but I blather on about whatever I have already figured out, and give him no time to respond. For me, I need to find a way to share my current problems and shut the hell up and connect with him and let him add input. That is a work in progress for me, so I am finding this thread helpful.