Multiple Steve dreams since last post. Had one again last night. I have been secretly obsessed with this guy throughout my whole marriage. I know it's not the real person I am obsessed over-- it must be what he represents or the fact that he was so elusive.

He is my White Rabbit.

Did this obsession prevent me from loving my husband or did my dysfunction with my husband keep fueling my obsession?

Is this the product of a MI?

I'm thinking about bringing this way out into the open as my husband and I are now embarking on therapy. Will the truth set me free?