Life has changed so much for me in the last few weeks.. my system has "shut down"... ie.. I am so depressed.. that eating is not even worth it... watching TV impossible..

I put a "care package" together for a girl.. her first apartment - hmmm she didn't bother to pick it up...wow....

My dog.. 13.. well I have made the descison.. that we all have to make.. and will make the arrangements... it is my responsibility...

Well that is the last of my life... my responsibilities done - my parents, their siblings.. no more funerals.. cause there is no one left for me to "arrange" for.. strange feeling..

My son.. is finally happy... my job done... he called me today.. and he has "straightened" things out..

I really think that my "job" here in life.. is done.. God wants us to do his work.. and I am finally done...