I feel lost in life and completely empty inside. I have no passion for anything anymore, and I cannot even remember what made me happy when I was younger. If anyone asked me to say what made me happy these days, I would probably say my girlfriend.....BUT, she's more depressed than I am, and tried to kill herself 2 weeks ago. She is now in a psyche ward and i have only been able to speak to her once during that time. I have never felt so sad, useless or pathetic, there is no good emotion left, so I resort to forced apathy, and I cannot seem to get myself out of it like I usually do....please does anyone know anything that would help besides therapy (which I start again tomorrow)?
sorry this post is so long