The fact that you are concerned rather makes me think you aren't really such a narcissist. A true narcissist would never even suspect he/she is one!

Your current selfishness might just be a form of coping, self preservation, you know? You might be so depressed it's all you can do to just protect yourself.

I wouldn't worry about a draft coming back in. Even if it does it will take a year or two to implement I would think...and then they screen you and after bootcamp, assuming you do get through it okay, they find positions that fit you... It's a wonderful lesson in self discipline and I wish all youth had to go through it (boot camp).