Sorry, Yis. I hope you're not hurt bad. It's easy to put yourself into what you do, and then feel bad when you have a failure. I can relate.

Check this out:

This is the Tour De France in 2011. A car hit Juan Antonio Fletcha and Johnny Hoogerland. Hoogerland did a flip into a barbed wire fence. It was nasty and bloody. He managed to finish the stage. He was in the King of the Mountains Jersey, and also won "Most Aggressive Rider" for finishing the stage. When he went on the podium he was crying. No one thought less of him for it. Sorry there's no English:

Crash:

Podium: