All I can say is....

are you %#@&#! serious?

It's only Monday. And I seriously cannot believe how much this hurts. This must be a joke.

I apologize to everyone for my constant whining. I think I will be doing it until September 7th or at least September 4th when I can call him.

I feel sort of stupid leaving him a message to call me back on the day he gets back.

"Hi. You've been back for exactly three seconds. Now call me."

God, I make myself want to hide under furniture.... for a really, really long time. I feel absolutely pathetic and immature.

I was sort of okay today because I was so busy at my internship. Then I came home and tried to take a nap because I have barely been sleeping at night. I fell asleep for a short while and when I woke up I felt like someone had kicked me in the stomach and said, "You're never going to see your T again."

I would have had an an appointment tomorrow. Instead I'll be driving to school at that time.

I feel more like a two year old now than when I was two.