All the time. Especially now. I just think it's so awful that I should have to suffer through depression without getting the highs. And recently I've convinced myself that the Invega is keeping me down in this pit of despair. I want off of it so badly, even if it sends me up, because at least I'll be UP...but I know I'll also end up a sniveling psychotic mess...so...there's that. Plus I can't just stop taking it. It's an injection.

We know we should stay on meds but who wants that?