Thanks Rainbow, it was a fairly uneventful session. More laid back, which I appreciate now and then. I think I needed that. The only somewhat difficult thing we talked about was how I seem to be isolating myself more in my normal life.

I keep trying to have faith that I can work through things, within myself, with T1. Like blaming myself, that I can't forgive and forget...so I have a lot to work through yet. And when I'm ready, I'm pretty sure I'll leave her. I think there's been too much hurt, and now distrust, to continue with her long term. We will see..... I'm pretty overwhelmed with some things in "life" right now, so afraid to make that change at this time.