And very mixed up. It ended up where I told my mum what a terrible mother she had been and she just laughed at me, i tried to slap her round the face and kept missing and she was laughing at me andputting mr down, on top of all that i dreampt I fell out with all my best friends IRL and I just know this will effect me for the rest of the day. my mum in the dream invited me and my friends to her house (which happened to be where my grandad lived) and made us all something to eat. my friends and I had a bad row and she told me she never wanted us all round anyway, she always does this in real life, invites people then moans at all the work she's had to do.
i told her to look me in the face and make eye contact, that she had been the worst mother imagineable, tried to slap her and she was laughing at me. It may seem trivial, but it's always happened and I just woke up shaking and had to take a diazapam.

Bloody hate dreams.

Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxoxo