i think i relapse when i am under stress. i alternate between eating disorder, mood swings and psychosis. my first psychosis was caused partly by high dose of anti-depressant which led me into mania with psychosis. since then i hv around 4-5 times psychotic period which defers in duration n most likely only came under control upon hospitalisation. i am beginning to hear things, have weird n violent thoughts again lately. my CP thinks it's psychosis relapse, maybe because of school stress
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Bipolar, BPD, ED
increasing med right now: a downhill slope
Seroquel 200mg
Epilim 300mg
Olanzapine 5mg
Amisulpride 50mg (just started trying this)
Clonazepam 1.5mg
Ativan 1mg (PRN)
Zopiclone (Imovane) 10mg
In psychosis and struggling worse with ED
I skip med because I would rather be psychotic than living in the real sucky world
Who can understand?...
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