I guess I'm still not completely stable as I thought I was and would so desperately like to be. I'm sitting here and I have yet to get any work done. I stare at the screen, and...nothing. It's like the veil over my brain has returned. It's so frustrating because I had a pretty good week. Especially Wednesday, I got a lot done. I was exhausted yesterday, but it was my half day, so I just had to push through a few hours. I was making progress. Why is it back to this. My mind is blank and I don't know what to do. I feel like I have to call it a day and use my vacation time. But for what? For me to sit around and do nothing? To sit here and cry all day? I feel so useless. So helpless. WTF?!