I think about this frequently. However, my t won't see me if I quit my meds because she knows how detrimental it would be. I just try to remember what I'm like without meds and like Lorie Torie mentioned, I have 3 kids who need their mom, not some moody witch who sometimes dances like a fool with them and sometimes can't get out of bed. The problem for me is that I sometimes feel the same way on my meds.