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Old Feb 05, 2016, 05:01 PM
Anonymous37953
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Originally Posted by convalescence View Post
Hello, ~Tsunami.

I tend to have attention problems as is, but when I'm in a depressive episode/mood they tend to get a lot worse. I'll start doing something, walk out of the room, and then come back to it minutes or hours later. Remembering facts and information becomes more difficult as well. I like to describe it as living "through a haze."

I hope you get in touch with your psychiatrist soon and find relief from your episode.
Thank you convalescence. Your description of it as living "through a haze," really hits home. The world even seems to look hazy. I don't remember what I did last Monday or Tuesday (someone asked me). It's really difficult to try and pretend that I'm normal with a normal memory, when I'm not. I'm very aware of not remembering things and think I must look like an idiot to others. Maybe this is just the depression talking. I hope, also to get in touch with my psychiatrist. I'm thinking about getting a new one, because she's so difficult to contact. I need help now. I left a message and no one called me back. Anyway, thanks for listening, your reply was a big help. Take care.