I have gad and I feel really crappy about getting a job. I haven't worked much. Almost 25 this month. I finished community college with a degree and certificate to work with kids. no car. It's overwhelming. I am afraid that i will go in and suck at the interview and job. i am afraid they will hate me and then fire me for whatever reason.
my last job was at college and i worked for them and did well. I just don't feel very good about my last evaluation from my eced teacher. she told me that i did good but was unsure of myself and needed to be"confident!!!!!" (eye roll) I hate it when people point out the worst in me while I am trying hard. she also told me that she thought i was inexperienced ad didn't know what to do with kids. that's great. i'm very shy. i haven't worked with kids and she should have known that. why write it down? i'm very sad and anxious because of that. i feel stupid.
also, i think she made me more nervous than she needed to because she said she would just be there for a few minutes. she stayed an hour and a half and pretty much hovered behind me, running up behind me and following me before i could even sit down again. so annoying. she was my fave teacher. not anymore. i hate her. i hate jobs and i don't want one even though i need one. i'm a huge screw up.