You have a lot on your mind, and you let those out, and I think that's a good thing. I think about it, I mean the spirituality of my own, I got nothing, nothing I've studied or practiced to claim it as my own yet, I'm just surviving. I caught up on reading some of your recent posts yesterday, who are the geniuses that got your obsession accelerated? I guess I'll find that out later. People praise you not only for your writing skills, but for those interesting topics you bring about, that's what I see anyways.

Food, a roof over your head, sleep patterns, the basics of your life, are they alright? I forgot what it's called, it was something like food stamps, you asked, "Can you do that? Can I sell it?". Every opportunities are life lessons that you can take the good out of, in my early twenties, I wasn't living hard like you've been doing right now. You can type away those subtle nuances of your inner workings, so, this can go head to head with your/other's typing speed, you know what I'm getting at, right? You matter more than anyone else's rules of thumbs, you might not get your head wrap around this, but I tell it any ways. Sometimes everything can come out of nothing, your reality, it's this vast plain that you fill with your colors, by the way, have you tried to stay away from computers lately? I'd suggest to break it but that'd be a huge waste, maybe you can tape it shut and y'know, you go on travelling through the true spiritual realm that awaits inside of you.

I guess I should stop myself here, you can PM me if you like, you just sound so stuck in life, in short of throwing your *** to jail or worse, I'd like to support you in any I can. In return, I'll be reading your Masturbation thread! to see what you've found out. I'm no hard core p0rn addict, plus I like to see things through your brain.

That's it, hope you're having an enough rest to fight another day. bye.