I'm sorry about your breakup. 7 years is a lot to put into something and then that gets taken away. I think anyone would be depressed. And who "told" you that you were bipolar? Did you see a legitimate pdoc? I think seeing therapist and maybe some antidepressants would help you. However if you indeed are bipolar, you have to be careful with ADs. I know you have no motivation but you really need to see someone.

Trileptal 600mg BID
Buspar 45mg
Seroquel 150-300mg for sleep
Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvanse 70mg
Risperdal 4-6mg PRN

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