I've read everything I could on BPD since the possibility of my having it has been thrown around.

My gut tells me I do not have it. I don't have the black and white thinking or make desperate attempts to keep people from leaving.

I probably have OCD, and can't stop obsessing over this now. Thinking about everything that I ever did in my life and how it applies or is misinterpreted.

I probably have ADHD, and have successfully avoided doing tasks I don't want to do. From what I read about this, there are some symptoms that are similar to BPD.

I don't have problems getting along with people in general. If you read my posts on here, you'll see I have made friends, been helpful to others, been very nice.

I've suffered through a bad marriage. The stress has made me sick. I am going to be kind to myself. Let's see if I get better.